If I have walked with falsehood;
my foot hastened
to deceit;
then
let me be weighed
in a just balance;
let God know
my integrity.
If my step has turned aside
from the way;
my heart gone after
my eyes,
if any spot has stuck
to my hands,
then
let me sow;
another eat;
let what grows
for me
be rooted out
Root it out
Root it out
Turn it over
No matter how tall
No matter how green
No matter the flower
Or color of the fruit,
Go ahead
Root it out
What grows for me
Root it out
And just
Throw it on the pile
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Job 31:5-8
I leaned forward
as I sat down
My shirt was wet with June –
from running afternoon
suburban errands
in a weak AC’d old car
still leaking freon
into the ultraviolet ozone hole
between
God’s green earth
and her nearest
star.
I leaned forward
as I sat down
in the big old armchair,
trying hard to avoid any
human contact
with good upholstery –
as my mother might want,
but never expect,
from her husband-dear
after a long day
of hand-nailed carpentry
on the lime hills near
the lake.
He smiled,
eyes wide –
like yours and mine
once were –
and came up close,
his face to mine,
to get a better look
under my cap,
then went to play
with the small toys
and puzzles on the
green-pegged lego table
beside his mother.
She encouraged him.
Hey buddy,
let’s show grandpa andy
the book we found
at the library.
Amesy, Ames!
Where is your book?
Where’s your new story?
Maybe it’s in the car -
or still outside?
Should we look?
He turned, nodded –
smile, yes-but uncertain.
She encouraged him.
Amesy, Ames
Let’s go look
together.
Let’s find your story.
Come with me –
hold my hand.
Let’s go look.
It was a short story;
full of color –
a poet’s biography.
My love -
I'm sorry I woke you
with the light above
the coffee maker.
It’s all I could find
with curtains closed -
in the early dark matter,
before the sky was full
and the cup was empty.
Forgive me.
Anyway –
You ever think you’d
turn fifty-eight on the way
to Phoenix,
Sierra pickup packed
in the parking lot
of a hotel in Santa Fe
that is, like us,
forever, still and always
under construction?
Don’t leave me.
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Psalm 119:130
The unfolding of your words gives light; it imparts understanding to the simple. (ESV)
There's something wrong.
It just quit making noise.
It’s not talking to me
like it used to -
like it did
when my hair was long
and we were working.
I’m going to take it in
when I get back
from Colorado.
I’ll take it to Charley’s
when I get home.
He’ll know what to do.
We used to go together,
everywhere, and some.
It all made sense to me -
I think to you too.
Yes, it did.
When my hair hung long,
you and I were working.
I’m going to take it in
when I get back
from Colorado.
I’ll take it to Charley’s
when I get home.
He’ll know what to do.